Just after making post 10 of 11, I saw an article in the BBC about how “choking during sex now normal for many,” that talks about how, in the UK, it is becoming more and more common for men to engage in “Non-fatal strangulation” (NFS) while having sex, often without asking permission or talking about it in advance. This article goes on to talk about how dangerous this can be, and how it appears to be a behavior that has been heavily influenced/encouraged through pornographic media.
I think this is a really strong example of what I was talking about in Post 4 of 100 and post 5 of 100, about how little understanding or influence the left, and especially the moderate liberal centrists in the United States has over how the internet media environment works or how people gather information for the purposes of forming identity and social behaviors around. The fact that so many parents and educators and people in positions of mainstream authority are so uncomfortable talking honestly about healthy and unhealthy sexual behaviors is exactly why kinds are turning to internet pornography for this information. The more that industry exists as this illicit, underground market that is actually super easily accessible to almost everyone, everywhere, with very little realistic means of control or limit, the easier it is for the controlling forces of the production of that media to be driven purely by the profit motive of exploiting insecurities and creating impossible power fantasies that require spending money to even hint at replicating.
With the example of choking, as brought up in this BBC article, the very first narrative the story examines is the case of a man placing his forearm down across a woman’s throat and pressing with his full weight without warning or consent. This makes it an act of sexual violence, which the article maybe hints at later, but doesn’t explicitly state. The same woman has it happen to her again 2 weeks later, again without warning, and it led to the woman disassociating through the entire experience, and choosing not to engage in sex again for a year afterward. It is abundantly clear that both of her partners clearly thought that consent to begin the sexual encounter, and never hearing an explicit “NO” meant that these encounters were fully consensual encounters in their own minds, and if they were to be called out for having committed sexual violence or rape, they would probably vehemently deny those charges and insist that they had no idea their partner was unwilling during this activity. In England and Wales, NFS is specifically a crime whether it is consensual or not with a potential prison sentence of 5 years. In the US, it is not blankly a crime, instead crimes related to domestic violence and sexual violence are defined state by state. I doubt many people know the explicit laws around it in their own state, I know I didn’t before digging into this topic. And I am pretty sure that the Washington law still requires the strangulation to be proven to be against the will of the person strangled, although honestly, I find it pretty difficult to dig through the different statutes that could apply.
And the thing is, I personally find breathing play to be something that can be a very positive part of a sexual encounter. Even as a child, I was pretty into masturbating in the shower and basically water boarding myself with the shower head. I am almost certain I didn’t get this idea from any media source, just from realizing that holding my breath affected my sexual pleasure, but it was super dangerous behavior to do in isolation, I very easily could have drowned myself, but I don’t even think I realized the fire I was playing with until I learned that there was a football player at my undergraduate college who died from auto-erotic asphyxiation. With the hindsight of survival, I know that I have been pretty luckily that I never accidentally killed myself, and I am pretty thankful that I was self-absorbed enough through my awkward early sexual encounters, before I learned to be comfortable talking to my partners about everything we were doing, through the full experience, that I never tried choking a partner, thinking I was heightening their pleasure.
And I also now know that there are much safer ways to play with breath control, and simulating the experience of being choked without placing any pressure on the front of the throat or windpipe, which I have personally learned from reading queer kink erotica and other sexual health resources. I once put together a zine of my own on this topic called “Doing it Together” and it is probably worth revisiting that project at some point in the future. I know that one thing a lot of folks who watch porn forget is that there is almost always multiple people in the room when scenes are being filmed and that good, responsible producers of pornographic or erotic media place the safety of their performers above everything else about the production, but that highlighting that is not something that a lot of these companies do, and that a lot of what is getting produced and distributed is not being made by people that care about being a good, responsible adult media production company. (None of this is discussed in the BBC article, which is much more just concerned with legal actions being taken to ban NFS from adult media in the UK). I can see the logic of trying to ban degrading and violent online pornography, especially that which provides little to no context for the process of consent that needs to go into the reproduction of this kind of role-playing fantasy. It is certainly not the kind of material that I want my son to discover on his own, to learn from, or to try to emulate. But I have yet to see how any nation is going to federally regulate this kind of thing that doesn’t just result in a much darker and more dangerous underground market that can become even more predatory. If anything, I think that the most successful approach to changing the culture around what people think about this kind of pornography is to ruthlessly and relentlessly belittle and mock it for being the hight of edge lord power tripping patriarchal misogyny that is selling visions of pleasure and sex that are pathetic in their insincerity.
But this is just my immediate gut-check feeling after reading this BBC article and thinking about this topic over the course of writing this blog post. This is a topic that I think a lot more people need to be thinking about and talking about because clearly, without doing something and talking about these subjects more publicly, these atrocious and pathetic examples of sexual behavior quickly become normalized in the minds of youth who either see no other alternatives, or alternatives that appear sterile and boring.